depression
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Gifts and Curses from Heaven and Hades
ancestors, ashes to ashes, balance, blue flame, curses, death, depression, despair, disbelief, doubt, failures, faith, fire, flasw, flaw, flaws, force of nature, freedom, fury, gifts, hardship, Heaven, Hell, intense, lessons, magical, meat sui, meat suit, Michelles, no longer serves me, old tapes, phoenix, rebirth, sacrifice, shot fired, soul, soul experience, the spent cartridge, universe, very coreI sat with my anger long enough to let the flames to burn out, the roaring rage die down to a hoarse whisper and only then did she reveal her true face; the dark beauty that is grief. They say that grief is love that has nowhere to go and I feel that is true…
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Unanswered Prayers and Unimaginable Blessings
abyss, alcoholism, angels, beautiful souls, Big Guy, blessings, bottle a night, bountiful, courage, depression, faith, Garth Brooks, God, Knight in Shining Armor, manic-depressive, Mississippi, mother, Officer and a Gentleman, self-love, self-worth, Soul Mate, soulmate, tragedy, unanswered prayers, USAF, wineGarth Brooks, Catholic school, desperate times and unanswered prayers.
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When you can’t leave the past in the past, but you want to heal.
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Content Warning: this post discusses suicide, references resources for help and awareness based on a day that I wore my shirt from the Out of Darkness Walk for Suicide Prevention.
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Sometimes we need to stop merely existing and instead begin fully living.
Mostly Michelle Marie 