soul
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Gifts and Curses from Heaven and Hades
ancestors, ashes to ashes, balance, blue flame, curses, death, depression, despair, disbelief, doubt, failures, faith, fire, flasw, flaw, flaws, force of nature, freedom, fury, gifts, hardship, Heaven, Hell, intense, lessons, magical, meat sui, meat suit, Michelles, no longer serves me, old tapes, phoenix, rebirth, sacrifice, shot fired, soul, soul experience, the spent cartridge, universe, very coreI sat with my anger long enough to let the flames to burn out, the roaring rage die down to a hoarse whisper and only then did she reveal her true face; the dark beauty that is grief. They say that grief is love that has nowhere to go and I feel that is true…
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Return To My Childhood Castle
7 year old, bluejays, bringer of life, calm, caring, castle, castle walls, child, child of the Universe, compassionate, crested tit, EMDR therapy, eyes, feelings and fears, foreboding, fresh from the dryer, gray, grown woman, healer, Higher Power, inescapable, information, life, light, love, loving parent, magpies, mission, pigeons, puffins, purpose, relevant, sadness, safe, sage, Sherlock Holmes, soul, sparrow, starlings, strength, summon, therapy, thick, thought palace, travel, unconditional love, wet blanket, whole, wise, wise womanWhere does a 7-year-old go to when the world gets to be too much? Well, if you’re me, you go to your castle. Rather like the mind palace of Sherlock Holmes but instead of holding information, this castle houses a little girl and all the feelings and fears she brings with her. It provides a…
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When you can’t leave the past in the past, but you want to heal.
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Friday night, Facebook and falling down the rabbit hole that is the past.